Jan 31, 2007

Mobile Mania

9342171333
9886584631
9843020650
98840----- (yet to be activated)



These are a list of mobile numbers that I’ve used so far. Far is not really that far, just a year and a half. Until then, I was one among the mass who believed that mobile was an unnecessary expence, an inconvenience to carry around and a means for adolocents to get spoiled easily. If you are wondering from where I got such crazy conservative ideas, I’ll tell you the truth. I was jealous of people speaking secretively over their handsets as opposed to my parents’ concept of ‘no-mobile-during-college-phase’. I pacified myself by assuming the role of a responsible girl and condemning other privileged folks, making them in my view seem guilty. Alright, I am a hypocrite but mind you, my jealousy was limited only upto the instrument and not on the intent. :)

Jan 30, 2007

Infosys to iNautix


There were two other moments in my life when I felt the same way I am feeling now. My first day at college and my first day at Infosys! Moving from class twelve, seniormost in school to first year, juniormost in college was one. Moving from final year, seniormost in college to Infosys as a fresher was another. Both those times, I felt humbled, nervous and tiny after being what I had assumed ‘mighty’. After those experiences, I took my maturity for granted that I was confident of not feeling puny again, confident until this day as I am sitting in a new office and a new atmosphere when I feel different. I know what I need to know but still I feel like I know nothing. I feel lost once again!

Jan 16, 2007

Serendipitous Suicide

I would rather have my head smashed with a hard iron hammer or my brain ripped with a razor-edge saw than having my heart flanged with a hundred thousand needles. My bleeding soul pleads for a hearing which gives me a strong desire to script my suicide. Don’t get started or shout for the police, at least not yet. I am still alive and I don’t intend to die tomorrow. An idle mind is a devil’s workshop. The devil in me is now all active and wants to possess anybody and everybody who were a reason to set it loose and hence this blog. I would recommend the weak-hearted not to read further for it would hurt your beliefs, offend your morals and misguide you by all means.